Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I DREAM OF DEXTER

THIS MORNING I WENT BACK TO BED AROUND 8:50 am, AND THEN I HAD A DREAM THAT I WENT OUT ON A DATE WITH DEXTER MORGAN, NOT MICAHEL C. HALL BUT ACTUALLY DEXTER MORGAN, HE TOLD ME HE'S IN LOVE WITH RITA BUT HE REALLY LIKES ME, I TOLD HIM I LOVED HIM, I THEN HELD ONTO HIM WHILE WE WALKED TOGETHER TO THIS HUGE RESTAURANT/SUPER-MARKET.
IT FELT SO WEIRD LIKE IT WAS REAL, IT WAS A GOOD DREAM. :)


Wednesday, November 4, 2009

WHY DRUG ABUSE AND RELATIONSHIPS DON'T MIX WELL

STEPHANIE SEYMOUR WAS A VICTORIA'S SECRET MODEL IN THE 90'S AND IS INFACT STILL RECOGNIZED FOR HER SUPERMODAL CAREER TODAY. BACK IN 1991-93, SHE WAS WITH HER THEN BOYFRIEND, AXL ROSE(luv u XD), anyway, WHY WASN'T THEIR RELATIONSHIP SUCCESSFUL?
BECAUSE STEPHANIE HAD A CLOSET ADDICTION TO COCAINE AND ALCOHOL.
DRUGS ARE ONE OF THE MAIN CAUSES THAT AFFECTS PEOPLE AND THEIR MINDS TO CHANGE DRAMATICALLY. STEPHANIE SUED AXL IN 94 FOR CHARGES ON ABUSE. THE TRUTH IS, AXL WASN'T THE AGGRESSOR IN THE REAL SITUATION, AXL WAS NOT A HARD DRUG USER, HE WAS NEVER A DRUG-ADDICT, HE TRIED HIS BEST TO STAY AWAY FROM HARD DRUGS CAUSE HE DIDN'T WANT TO BECOME ADDICTED, HE HAS ONLY BEEN KNOWN TO SOMETIMES SOCIALLY DRINK AND SOCIALLY SMOKE. HIS EX-WIFE WAS ERIN EVERLY, A NON-DRUG USER/ABUSER, SHE GAVE AXL THE BEST ADVICE, THAT IF YOU WANT TO STAY AWAY FROM HARD DRUGS, THEN STAY AWAY FROM PEOPLE WHO HAVE ACCESS TO DRUGS, AXL TOOK HER ADVICE WELL AND FIRED THE DRUMMER OF HIS BAND GUNS N' ROSES, STEVEN ADLER, THE STORY OF STEVEN IS WHAT I'LL GO INTO LATER AND IT INVOLVES DRUGS. BUT ANYWAY, HERE'S THE STORY ON STEPHANIE. FROM HER CLOSET DRUG ABUSE, SHE RAPIDLY CHANGED FROM A SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL SUPERMODEL TO A MANIPULATIVE, PATHOLOGICAL-LIAR AND ABUSIVE PERSON.
SHE LIED TO THE MEDIA AND EVEN MANIPULATED ERIN EVERLY TO GO TO COURT WITH HER SO THAT SHE COULD SUE AXL FOR THOUSANDS. THE MORE EVIL PART OF IT IS THE FACT THAT SHE MANIPULATED ERIN AND HAD AN INTERVIEW FAKED FOR PEOPLE MAGAZINE BACK IN 1994 CLAIMING THAT AXL WAS ABUSIVE TOWARDS BOTH OF THEM. THE CHARGES IN COURT WERE SOON SETTLED OUT. NOT ONLY HAS MANIPULATION/LYING BEEN ONE OF STEPHANIE'S BAD HABITS FROM HER DRUG ABUSE BUT SHE ALSO SECRETLY ABUSED AXL BOTH PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY.
AROUND 93, BOTH AXL AND STEPHANIE MADE LAWSUITS AGAINST EACH OTHER CLAIMING THAT BOTH OF THEM WERE PHYSICALLY ABUSIVE. THE DAY OF THE HUGE LAWSUITS IN 94, AXL WAS SHAKEN UP AND COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT HAS JUST OCCURED, HIS EX WIFE WHO WAS ONCE HIS BEST FRIEND WAS MANIPULATED AND DRAGGED ALONG THE CASE WITH SEYMOUR ONLY SO SEYMOUR COULD RECIEVE MONEY AND SYMPATHY, SYMPATHY? FOR WHAT? STEPHANIE HAS BEEN KNOWN TO HAVE A REALLY BAD YOUNG LIFE WHERE AS A TEENAGER SHE WAS KNOWN FOR HER MASSIVE DRUG ABUSE AND INFACT WAS ALSO KNOWN FOR BEING MANIPULATIVE WHEN SHE FIRST BECAME A MODEL.
SO THE STORY HERE IS THAT DRUGS FIX NOTHING, NO MATTER WHAT SEYMOUR'S CHILDHOOD TRAUMA WAS, DRUGS HAS TURNED HER INTO AN ABUSIVE AND MANIPULATIVE PATHOLOGICAL LIAR.
ALL OF THIS EVIDENCE POINTS OUT THAT AXL WAS INFACT ABUSED BY SEYMOUR AND HE HAS NOT ABUSED EVERLY. HE IS THE INNOCENT ONE IN THIS CASE ALONG WITH EVERLY, SEYMOUR WAS THE AGRESSOR.

THE STORY ON STEVEN:

AXL FIRED STEVEN ADLER, HIS DRUMMER FOR HIS BAND GUNS N' ROSES BACK IN 1990 BECAUSE
SOMETIME AROUND THE LATE 80'S, AXL'S THEN WIFE ERIN EVERLY WAS RAPED AND SENT TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM, HER RAPIST WAS STEVEN ADLER WHO WAS INTOXICATED DURING THE TIME, EVERLY ALMOST DIED IN THE HOSPITAL, HER HEART STOPPED TWICE AND THE DOCTORS FOUND THAT SHE HAS BEEN SHOT-UP WITH "SPEEDBALL"(A MIX OF HEROIN AND COCAINE), EVERLY NOT BEING A DRUG USER, THIS WAS INDEED STRANGE, SO IT TURNS OUT THAT ADLER WAS INTOXICATED AS HE RAPED EVERLY AND SHOT HER UP WITH "SPEEDBALL".
EVERLY AND AXL WERE GREATFUL THAT ERIN CAME OUT OF THE SITUATION ALIVE BUT EVERLY'S FAMILY STARTED TO THREATEN ADLER,INFACT THEY EVEN THREATENED TO KILL HIM, SO AXL HAD STEVEN FIRED FROM THE BAND. LATER ON, EVERLY HAD A MISCARRIAGE WHICH WAS AXL'S CHILD,
BOTH AXL AND EVERLY WERE DEVASTATED, THE NEXT DAY, AXL ATTACKED A NEIGHBOR AND WAS ARRESTED FOR A FEW HOURS. IN 1991, AXL AND ERIN DECIDED TO CALL IT QUITS, EVERYTHING THEY'VE GONE THROUGH HAS MADE THEM A LIL' SHOOKEN UP, SO SADLY THEY DIVORCED.
THEY WERE MARRIED FOR A YEAR AND A HALF BUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP LASTED FROM 1986-1991.

I AM VERY POSITIVE THAT IF THINGS WERE DIFFERENT, THEY'D STILL BE TOGETHER NOW.
BUT THEN AGAIN ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN. BUT YOU CAN NOT DOUBT THESE 2 THINGS.
AXL AND ERIN WERE IN LOVE. AND DRUG ABUSE AMONG YOUR FRIENDS IS SOMETHING THAT NEEDS TO STOP BEFORE IT GETS TOO OUT OF HAND LIKE THE STORIES FROM SEYMOUR AND ADLER.

DRUGS CAN MAKE A MONSTER OUT OF ANYONE. REMEMBER, DRUGS DON'T MAKE LIFE FUN OR BETTER, THEY ONLY MAKE THINGS WORSE.

TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, THE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE, AND ALWAYS BE AWARE.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

PRAYING TO GOD REALLY DOES HELP

PRAYING TO GOD FOR THINGS DOES HELP AND YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO "PAY IT FORWARD" CAUSE THAT'S THE MOST REWARDING OF ALL. PRAYING TO GOD FOR THINGS SLOWLY WORKS OUT AND MAY SOMETIMES SUPRISE YOU.

today, I FOUND A BEAUTIFUL PHOTO I'VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE. THANK YOU GOD. :)


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

AXL DIDN'T ABUSE ERIN:GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL ALREADY!!





AXL ROSE DID NOT ABUSE THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE ERIN EVERLY, ALL THAT STUFF WAS FAKE AND MADE UP BY STEPHANIE SEYMOUR AND HER MANIPULATIVE WAYS. STEPHANIE WAS A LYING BASTARD. AXL DID NOT ABUSE ERIN. I HAVE TO BE THE ONLY ONE TELLING PEOPLE THE TRUTH, IT'S KINDA SAD BUT HEY, 1 VOICE EVENTUALLY BECOMES A MILLION THEY SAY.
ANYWAY, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE "THE ERXL". AXL&ERIN'S LOVE WAS BEAUTIFUL AND WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.






TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES, IT'S MEMORIES LIVE ON FOREVER. LOVE IS ETERNAL.

Monday, October 12, 2009

PHIL&BRYNN:A LOVE GONE WRONG

I've recently found out the details on the murder/suicide of Phil Hartman and Brynn Hartman, it's really heart-breaking.

at least they're together now.

REST IN PEACE.